Whoyeee...!

Honestly, I want to learn Japanese...well that's ridiculous if I just post this simple sentence...hilarious...(mmmm....). But honestly, I really really want to learn it. I don't know what my idols said in interview or songs, because I could only speak in Indonesian and Javanese and a little bit of English (you can see my awful grammar). Hmmm.. I have just seen Fuurinkazan in youtube.com but I feel really.. don't understand. But I still admire them anyway.

Oh yah.. since I don;t know how to write, I have interpretation on their songs, especially the hentai Illuminati. I just know so less in its lyric but I believe, since Mana is a citizen of Hiroshima (maybe he was, when he's a kid), it's all about the destruction of the world in the destructor's opinion. The symbols that Gackt (the lyricist) used in the songs maybe about Nimrod, Holy Grail etc that related closely to the "sacred ritual of having sexs", that being practiced by the ones who called themselves 'Illuminati' in the songs. And you know about the destruction of the world.. the Japanese are really obsessed about it! Yeah.. since I'm an manga fan, I know....

I'm thinking if my theory (hypothesis, maybe) and my interpretation towards Malice Mizer's work can really help me knowing the culture and the social structure of a literary works (my old ambition...). I don't know..
honestly, since I met the works of Gackt and MM, I'm thinking their lyrics deeply, deeper than when I'm thinking about MUSE, HIM or AFI, even Silverchair's works, and that's amazing. Japanese has their poetry's interpretation like the Javanese do. I"m Javanese and when I'm about 11 I was taught 'geguritan' or the Javanese classic ode, and my deep interpretation to
their lyrics is based on this.
I ever heard from my friend that learnt in Japanese Literary Department, that somehow the Japanese feel that Javanese has the same idea of art with them.
No wonder, as a Javanese, I'm truly obsessed to Japanese music....maybe it reminds me of my own root as Jananese and Indonesian.
Well then ... Wassalam...

Hello-hello everybody!

Och ini dia Tinachan yang imoet datang lagi! Assalamu'alaikum wr. wb!
Hari ini sudah Ramadhgan hari ke 5, tapi aku masih nggak puasa. Yah.. biasa, tamu bulanan datang. Aku lagi BT karena aku kayanya salah masukin alamatku ke sana. tapi ternyata ada yang jauh lebih mengkhawatirkan lagi, aku kok malah dah bayar duluan je ke sana. Moga-moga aja dah nyampe ke sana, soalnya aku dah daftar dan mbayar kan BT kalo nggak ada.. gitu... moga-moga deh.
Oh yah, aku mau curhat nih...entah mengapa kalau aku melihat penampilan idolaku di youtube.com, aku merasa aneh yah. Mungkin karena v-klip mereka sering nggak bersesuaian dengan yang kubayangkan...
Misalnya ada aku lihat Gackt, kok ngerasa dia tuh aneh. Tapi luicunya aku juga ngerasa gitu ma MM (Malice Mizer lho! bukan Marilyn Manson!) waktu liat "Au Revoir". tapi sekarang dah maklum... malahy kagum.. kok ada orang Jepang yang bisa mendalami karya seni Prancis kaya' gitu.. hihi..
Ya dah yah.. aku lagi meles nih...hope for the next awakening!